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[01 Aug 2005|11:47pm] |
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hey guys. nothin new really.
just been workin..
jeremys stayin the nigth with me =o)
so imma go
oh! i have a myspace! i want more friends add me!
http://www.myspace.com/9117474
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[23 Jul 2005|02:59pm] |
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Hey guys. im in Florida. Haven a great time with Jeremy <3
Had my b-day. Im 18 woo.. i can uh buy ciggs. lol i dont smoke tho so yeah..
weathers been good. its so nice down here.
wellp i guess ill talk to ya when i get home!!
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[09 Jul 2005|12:57am] |
July 8th.. My 1 year with Jeremy <3
i swear im gonna be with that boy forever!
July 16 Florida with who else.. Jeremy <3 =0)
last but deff. most important July 17 MY FLIPPIN 18th BIRTHDAY!!
<3
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| EVERYONE READ THIS |
[07 Jul 2005|10:27pm] |
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Okay. The Great Escape Theaters in Cross Lanes is OPEN. Go there. Come see me. We really need more people from SA to go!! Go see a movie. It's a really nice place, and its clean. Same prices as Marquee, and its close by! Please go you guys. 769*0407 is the recording.
GO SEE A MOVIE
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[21 Jun 2005|10:09pm] |
were back together.. as of june 16 <3
you people need to stop callin me privite..its not cool.. were not 3 anymore thanks
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[17 Jun 2005|11:59am] |
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God FUCK OFF why dont all you pussy ass anonymous posters grow up leave me the hell alone. he might have cheated on me.. he might not have.. ill never no. but you all need to let it go.. i have .. its over..
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[12 Jun 2005|11:38pm] |
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yeah.. so me and jeremy broke up...
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[27 Apr 2005|09:26pm] |
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hey.
k so this journal this is really maken me mad. WILL SOMEONE PLEASE JUST MAKE IT PRERDY FOR ME. i dont know what i did. but its all f*up. PLEASE!
k so yesterday me and jeremy went looken around for me some rims. then went to his house.. did something new.. i wish i could tell u all what it was!! AHH
man i deff. lost my hubcap. and i look funny with 3 silver hubcaps and a black rim. =o) Shyt happens. God i love yesterday. ITs not sex.. cuz yeah.. done that..
today.. me and jeremy were layin in my bed bein stupid. he always tries to bite me.. well he didnt bite me he bit the neckless he got me for x-mas and BROKE it!! i was upset. i love that.. i keep reaching for it . but i always have it in my hand.. hmm i miss it..
prom's saterday. and im not going.. dont really want to im saven it for my senior year.. wew speaking of senior.. i know where im gettin my pictures taken. this place called Halloway. its really expensive. but thats where mom wants me to go.. the cheapest thing is $300.. WOW. im deff. not perdy enough to spend 300 on..wellp imma go take me a BATH. my back is killin me.. PMS SUCKS! <-- sorry
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[23 Apr 2005|03:09pm] |
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my lap top is not workin.. It worked yesterday morning.. when i got home from school i wouldnt even turn on.. So now im have to get on dad's piece of crap.
im bored.. but i cant go anywhere.. cuz theres no where i can go without mom bitchin at me..
BUT i THINK my dad might get me a set a rimes!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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[19 Apr 2005|03:53pm] |
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Why does she think shes so much better then me?
how come everything that is said is reversed around to make me look like the bad person?
I'm a good kid.. I've never done anything she could be ashamed of me about.. except haven sex..but she didnt really care about that.
Why do i have to sit here.. why cant i go places.. WHY WONT SHE REALIZE IM ALMOST 18. Im not a little kid anymore.
all my friends are saints to her.. even the one whos been locked up and tells mom EVERYTHING shes done..but im not.. i have to stay locked up..
"your good b/c i keep you locked up" thats what she said to me.. if she would just give me a chance i could show her.. I dont want to drink. or smoke or do drugs.. like my friends who she thinks are saints..
when i go somewhere i have to go straight there im not allowed to go anyone . if i stay w/ a friend i have to go straight there.. no where after we get there.. thats not fair.. i couldnt even go to the movies!
i hate it here.. ive cried a lot latley.. shes ripping my relationship apart.. i no when im 18 shes still gonna treat me like im 5 and not let me go out of my yard..
GOD MOM FUCK!!
You dont realize you have it good. she would i dont realize i have it good.. HOW DO I HAVE IT GOOD WHEN YOU DONT LET ME DO ANYTHING.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god bless america.. i need to leave.. drive somewhere.. but she probably wont let me!
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[16 Apr 2005|08:55am] |
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i got my license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!!! <3
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[14 Apr 2005|08:16pm] |
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hey guys.. i dont ever update anymore.. nothin to say
i sit here everyday..
i stay bored..
i NEED FRIENDS.
the one that i thought i had .. turns out.. well.. we dont talk anymore.. but thats fine w/ me
i would love a new layout.. =o) i might update more then..
but i guess thats all for right now..
oh but latley.. ive seen the real side of st. albans.. were sad.. we all talk about everyone sayin everyone else thinks there so much better.. when someone is prolly sayin the exact same thing about us.. you cant tell anyone who goes there anything.. i wish i had friends.. someone..
im on the phone jeremy right now. and hes w. all his friends haven fun. im sittin here on the fuckin thing. and now im about to cry. man my life is just fuckin great.
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[09 Apr 2005|08:33pm] |
Jeremy's outta town all weekend
guess who haven fun?
MEEEEEEE
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[11 Mar 2005|09:44pm] |
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WVU is goin to the champion ships!!!!
u have no idea how happy i am right now
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[09 Mar 2005|07:03pm] |
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im so confused. me and my "best friend" got in a fight. i dont like her AT ALL anymore.. fuck that shit. but thats not what im confused about. the boyfriends are being dragged into all of this. her b/f wont talk to jeremy. i think thats bullshit.
jeremy always told me friends come first. and i dont wanna be the reason they arnt friends. b/c of a bunch of shit i got accused of and didnt do any of it... ive lost my only friend.. i dont want jeremy to loose one of his best ones. so should i break it off. so he can have his friends. or not. i duno what to do.. see her bf is mad at me.. i dont see what jeremy has to do w/ any of this.. i mean dont talk to me.. hate me for all i fuckin care.. fuck u 2..just dont bring jeremy into it.
but i would like to put a little.. im gonna be the mature one.. and not make stupid faces when you talk (like u did me) or talk about me .. i sat and watched you.
i hope melissa never talks to me again. i hope she hates me as much as i do her. just dont bring the only thing i have left into .. b/c of your shit.. ill prolly end up loosing him to. just so u can fuckin be happy.
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[01 Mar 2005|06:43pm] |
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hm.
Saterday. Where do I start.
Got up niceee and early to go tan. and then get my hair done.
ended up hating my hair..
my cousins came over to make me pretty. then jeremy and his mommy came..
P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S
Jer and Melissa came.. more pictures.
we left to go eat.. the place was full (Logans) so off to Fridays..
Ug. Jeremys brother had to threatin Chaz..Chaz had to call Step Daddy. (very drunk step daddy)
Step Daddy had to pull out a HUGE rusty tool thing. he had to sit beside me . he was suck a smart ass.. I WENT OFF he kept asking if he could just drink his beer. and he was gonna put Jon (jeremys bro) in the hospital.. no no no.. he doesnt know me very well..He had to be a smart ass some more and tell them to put his beer on my check that pissed me off.. i HAD to go off some more.. =o).. i told him to leave. he said where do u want me to go.. i said did u not fucking know there was a god damn bar here. he said you want me to leave. god yeah dumb ass i wanted you to leave i wouldnt have asked if i didnt.. i duno there was a scene.. i ended up hitting a lady with his chair i "slid" across to room.. i didnt know i hit her till later..
eww.. why to people have to be like that. WHY would you do that.. I didnt want anything to bother MY NIGHT.
things got better.. I meat Katies guy. =o) VERY CUTE. jeremy sang the slow songs to me. and told me we were gonna get married. I duno how true that is but okay.! lol well the night ended w/ going to jers house. going home at 5 am. jeremy melissa jer all staying the night. =) Man FUCK STEP DADS.
( P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S )
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[24 Feb 2005|07:33pm] |
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Saterday = Winterformal. Im so excited.. I mean REALLY excited. I dont know why.
hmm. i got a Myspace. Iv had it for a really long time. I just never did it.. lol
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/18234951
there.. add me <3
So who am I gonna see Sat.? Where are you going to eat. Cuz we still have NO idea..oh AND WHERE ARE THE PARTIES? I know of a few but they wouldnt be worth going..
I have this cold.. and my throat hurts so bad im like tryin not to swallow.. lol
Today after school Jeremy called while I was tanning and asked if i wanted to meet him and his mom and go eat. I did.. Man his mom loves her some Chicken! lol but Imma go ..
Bye guys
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| got this from miranda |
[20 Feb 2005|01:17am] |
Directions- you start with 100% and for everything that you have done on the list, subtract 5% and repost this so that your friends can take the test..
1.) smoking
2.) drinking
3.) drugs
4.) gottin fingered or fingering someone
5.) gottin a hand job or given a handjob
6.) french kissing
7.) been felt up
8.) given a blow job or gottin a blowjob
9.) been licked out or licked out someonelse
10.) had sex
11.) had a threesome
12.) given or takin it in the ass
13.) made a sex tape
14.) done any sexual act on school campus
15.) done anything in class
17.) pissed on someones lawn while drunk
18.) fucked in your room while your parents are home
19.) gotten caught havin a party
20.) fucked in a public place
40% .. hmm.. lol
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[09 Feb 2005|04:33pm] |
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um i got a new pair of shoes yesterday. There the Valentines day Air Force Ones.
I thought u needed to see them
I really wanna go to the game tonight.. BUT no ride.. Hm what can ya do right?
( my ShOES )
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